1st thing when me n my sister arrived at home last holiday, my mum took us along with my lil bro to have bfast at McD. glad i brot my Mcd bfast card, so we paid a very reasonable price over some coffees n muffins. even mum was surprised. well, we have more mornings for nasi lemak, roti canai n teh tarik, so y bothered right.
it was mostly like my other typical holiday…baked cookies with sister n so on. i got addicted to Sims 2: Castaway.stayed up until 4 in the morning, with eyes glued on tv screen! ridiculous..well, for me.. even i know i always like such thing: im a huge SURVIVOR fan! but i still dont understand y gayfren could stay awake for a couple of days, skipped shower over computer game!?
hmm. i dont know if its normal to feel happy. overly happy. excited abt life..every day? ]theres the down side of cos, but i try not to let them get into my way!] i believe that life isnt abt being special to people really, but significant. it doesnt matter if u’ve been travelling all over the globe but u remain the same person as u were b4. i dont envy u at all. doesnt matter too if u have every thing u wanted to have, but u make no change even to ur own life. yes, i still dont envy u. im happy to have people around me who r significant to me.[n special too.]
i know im not perfect, but i accept myself uncondtionally. i dont tink im better than anyone else, but i know ive improved myself over years. at least i dont wake up in the middle of the night feel like dying or killing myself. so, im thankful…….
to be stuck at the same place, being bothered by the same thing is pitiful. u dont have to go find happiness, its in there inside u. go dig!
me.
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