GirL fr0m the Ocean~

emm..im bored and decided to do this.haha. people mag has its own list of hottest men. and im making mine, only a lil more specific. check em out if ur a straight girl and emm, a gay.

Hottest eyes goes to Adrian Grenier’s. they r green and sharp and those long lashes make them look even more perfect. it makes u wanna say "oh, dont give me that look"..cos ur killing me? oh yea..

hands up everyone! brad used to have the Hottest hair on earth..this is taken during rolex ads photoshoot.

Joey is my most fave "Friend". he’s cute, charming and adorable. and he has got the hottest lips to rpove that he’s also a great kisser! (watching him kissing Rachel was such a turn on)

and Hottest abs goes to Rodrigo Santoro! a pic is worth a thousand words!

and more to come. haha. anyway, this is just for fun orite…

njoy ur view~!

http://www.freehugscampaign.org/

[of cos being a muslim u cant just hug people unless they have flesh n bood relationship with u.. but that cant stop u from spreading the love! go hug ur sisters, brothers, dad, mum, grandpas, grandmas or even ur pets! "sometimes a hug is all what we need"]

you can make a different~

personally i always..always like men who know how to express themselves, their feelings thruthfully thru watever way they feel comfortable. doesnt matter whether its thru music, poetry, writing, speech, actions or as simple as facial expressions. u knw, it shows that they r not afraid of showing the inner side of themselves. to me those r the real men. i was wastching this video on youtube, which really caught my attention, abt a guy who writes music which i tink define how he really feels abt things going on around him, the woman he loves, his childhood, strangers passing by.. and there was this one moment when i was having a talk with a fren when he suddenly told me that he really missed his grandma and started to cry and then blurted "im sorry", and i was like "its really okay". its okay to feel that way.and its okay to express it. we r all human. u dont have to act macho all the time just bcos ur a man.

and wut abt anger? i dont like hot tempered guy. no one does i tink. to be honest, there were certain times when i tink a guy looks so charismatic when he showed his anger. of cos he didnt throw things around or yelled at everyone. but but he coped with it very well by making everyone listen to him, told wut he felt wrong, wut he tink should change. obviously he was mad, but he could handle it very well. AND thats a huge turn on!

lilstar

"This (tears) is an expression of the tenderness and compassion, which the Lord hath put into the hearts of His servants. The Lord doth not have compassion on and commiserate with His servants, except such as are tender and full of feeling."  (Hadith)

[p/s: i tink its bcos gals often feel fragile and vulnerable, man who's always in control is always the no 1 choice, cos this kind of man usually know to make someone feel secure and also tend to be a good leader =]

[addiotional: when i a guy ask a girl "wut do u tink of.....(something related to himself)", that makes her feel appreciated more? and also welcome to be a part of his life?i tink..]

[happy birthday MUM]

i was reading previous issues of Reader’s Digest today…and one story, "Life with Lucy" really caught my attention. its from September issue this year. its about a girl, who survives this very rare disease that causes her skin to expand fast. and it dries like every sec and if she failed to keep it moist serious effects would occur like infections n so on.most of the patients who had it b4 hardly survive but she however made it up until now (when the article was written). her story truly touched me in a way that no other stories can. she’s been thru a lot of pain, physically and emotionally, since she was a baby, yet she hardly complain. her spirits roar in her every breath. her family never give up on her. not even for once. when medical experts claimed that she may not survive for a long time, they still believed that miracle can happen and gathered their strengths together going thru the whole journey of raising Lucy up. i couldnt help but cried reading thru out the article, cos somehow in this world, somewhere, someone is fighting to live every single second, and each moment means a lot to her. while we here, living almost healthily…..always take things for granted..always blame the fate for the bad things happen..never appreciate ppl around us the way we should…

have we really had enuff? tink abt it..

lil_star

i miss those moments when i felt so light. miss how things were..gosh, im being selfish again..n unfair..how could i tink only me? god..

and that means i have to lie to myself..yet again.. but y would i care so much for a lil sacrifice when others have done a lot to me.. god…

and um.. i admit that there r things dat r very hard to forget that somehow i wonder y..i mean…y..it wasnt the 1st time….so, y?

hearing a person says "u havent change a bit" is flattering……u know..cos its like that person liked something abt u, and u still have it…its a wonderful feeling trust me as we all realize that ppl change as time flies.. but theres something good inside u that remains with u up until now..to make it better, someone notices it.god! i know!

okay2, maybe im being a lil too much here.. i guess i will just continue writing in my journal..theres so much things going on……

love.