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Archive for October, 2007currently crazee over these indon songs Ingkar by Bunga Citra Lestari and Atas nama Cinta by Rossa.. love em soo much! and hmmm, wut had happened today was very immature i know..and wut im gonna say to those people "get a life!" (quoting gayfren actually…) is it possible to b uncertain abt sumthing when u were 100% sure of it b4? is it possible to tink that u’ve got enuff when u were saying to urslef that u wont give up? is it possible to let things go when u were never could live without it? is it possible to forget something u once swear u’d remember forever? im not hoping for an answer..but if u know better, tell me..
[currently listening to Nobody's perfect by Hannah Montana aka Miley Cyrus. was a fan of the show.erm.still a fan.. yesterday was a real hectic day that i dun wish to talk abt it at all, not that its gonna make me cry (cos somehow these days tears r not to be wasted on such things. i mean, if theres a way, theres a way. theres always a way.haha. [wuddaheck im talking abt]. well, like i always tell myself la, ‘u’ll get over it’, ‘this will pass sooner or later’, ‘there’s other way of solving this’..u know… was browsing thru my journal entries in hi5 (not the kiddy group la okay..). mostly abt cheezy la..hisy, how i was crazee over him..haha..but..but thats not abt it i wanna say here…but these, sumthing i wrote a couple of years back (been 2 years!)
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and to be honest i could be really emotional at times. trust me. dont freak out alrite.haha. its just that i find it easy to express the sadness by words or simply cries..but to be frank, writing was easy back then. i could write just abt anything (wut i felt la, not to the level of national geographic’s article..) now..well, i still write but im not being honest anymore. its more to ‘wanna sounds happy all the time’. >>life is just a bowl of cherries, but dun forget, into each life some rain must fall<< Lil Star 1.Name one person who made you smile 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? 4. What is something that happened to 5. What is the last thing you said 6. How many different things did you 7. What color is your hairbrush? 8. What was the last thing you bought? 9 . What was the last gift you received 10. What color is your front door? 11. Where do you keep your change? 1 2. What was the weather like today? 13. What is the best ice cream flavor? 14. What is something you are excited 15 . When was the last rainbow you saw? 16. What size shoe do you wear? 17. Do you have a sister? 18. Are you very random? 19 . Do you want to cut your hair? 20. Are you over the age of 25? 21. Do you talk a lot? 22. Do you watch The O.C.? 23. Does your screen name have an "x" 24. Do you know anyone named Steven? 25. Do you make up your own words? 2 6. Are you ticklish? 27. Are you typically a jealous person? 28 . Name a friend whose name starts 29. Name a friend whose name starts 30. Who’s the 1st person on your 31. What did the last text message you 32. Do you chew on your straws? 33. Do you have curly hair? 3 4. What is the next concert you’re 35. Who is the worst person in your 36. How many times have you cursed 37 . What is something you say a lot? 3 8 . What is the last thing you ate? 39 . Have you seen the movie "Donnie 40 . Do you have work tomorrow? 41. Is marriage in your future? 42. When was the last time you said "I 43. what should you being doing now? 44 . Do you have a nickname? 4 5. Are you a heavy sleeper? 46 . When was the last time you used a 47. What is the best movie you’ve seen 48. Is there anyone you like right now?
Time flies, people change. That’s cliché. But reality has proved that. A girl who went to the same school as I did is now married and 8 months pregnant. My junior now has a kid! And my ex-classmate is married to a doctor almost a couple of years ago! And wut about a senior is married to a 40 sumthing dude, to be his second wife!! OMG, OMG, I know.. and I was very aware that things like that happen, but when it happens to someone we know, someone at our age or close…its like a big pang on ur cheek..well, to me that’s how I feel la. Don’t know wut to say, really. The question is, why? Oh, of cos some mite say, “dah jodoh..” or “dah takdir” or wutever….being married at a young age isn’t something new, nor a crime. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not against marriage but..but..but..i still believe that marriage isn’t the solution to everything. At least, not the best solution. Cos here’s the case, most of them get married when they give up on study, or they tink they have found the very right person (yep, even if the guy doesn’t have a permanent job. In other words, not financially stable). So, how on earth u can say that it can promise u a better life? Oh yeah, money isn’t everything…but (quoting an ustaz) “everything needs money”. And I’ve said this zillion times that it’s now engraved in my mind, LOVE WONT PAY THE BILLS. Yes, you can love her with all ur heart, but can u feed her with love? Cook the so called love and serve it to her on a plate (oh, need money to buy the plate!). For the whole year? Or let alone a day? Uh, I’m just being realistic. Sorry, if u don’t agree with me, but that certainly isn’t my problem. Or mayb someone mite say I’m just jealous..haha.. oi, im njoying my teen life very well. And I have a perfect bf, not getting married soon, having a bunch of awesome frens, loving family, and can u tell how ‘unhappy’ I am? Emmmm…….life is a long journey. Savor each step of the way. Know ur limit.
“all that glitters is not gold”
Lil Star it’s the 1st day of raya..and here i am typing for my another blog entry.actly am waiting for the others to go visit relatives’ houses. nuthing new this year (except the baju, and mum’s car. she just switched to an MPV) had video conversation with cousins n aunty from the other side of the globe. it feels like just yesterday we all had conference during the last year’s raya..again, how time flies.. and jasmine the explorer has grown up to be a beautiful little girl. aunt sent us the latest video of her cutting cake with smackdwon kid (the bro) on her b’day. also some pics including one with her in her dancing outfits. and also shes been really excited abt the dancing class i guess cos the 1st thing she blurted was "i just came back from dancing class!" instead of ‘how r u cousin’ like usual..oh, n she was also showing us her new telescope. (the next dr.sheikh perhaps?? hehe) so, until here. i guess i will be waiting for the others outside……haih… Slamat Hari Raya to everyone. p/s:i have a new ‘bf’..the dato k’s son look alike! haha.oh, trust me, he’s soooo handsome! Gayfren has been soooo excited abt this new girl and he just cant stop talking abt her. and he kept teasing me, not to get jealous.. i mean, y should i? haha.. honestly, well, maybe alil bit, but to be more honest, i tink im just happy that he receives positive feedbacks from her recently..u knw, cos hes been really head over toe for her since weeks ago.. so, im happy! hehe. anyway, i just had icecreams with my roomies just now. had sooo much fun cos ive been cravin over one since gayfren (again) talked abt his tri-flava ice cream for the past few nites…geeesshh..so, i finally had mine! hehe. and we even took some pics! oh…..im soooo love that moment! the outing last weekend went well! meaning, no weird things happened. no weird people appeared.heh. and i bot this grey dress and changed into it right after i paid. haha, i know2..(gayfren’s comment on it? "ur so ghairah". uh, i replied? "i know u have limited malay vocabs, so, nevermind. but next time i prefer some other term that is less violent than that"…or sumting like it..haha) went to the beach right after breaking fast. oh, it was sooo great. to breathed in the salty air..to feel the cold of the windy nite.. to feel the soft white sand beneath ur feets..n we watched this street band performed..it was really cool..plus the guitarist is quite cute…hehe..wut a nite!!..oh, i knw im from the ocean but never in my life i had chance to wandering around at the beach at nite..on weekend! and i bot this really cute tortoise soft toy for bunny. i already i uploaded the pic anyway… i know, its totally adorable… till here. cant wait to go home tata. [source: howstuffworks.com]
Chocolate’s not only for munching, drinking or hoarding. Chocolate’s also a great for the bath. Add it to your next bath to release the aroma of chocolate and to take advantage of chocolate’s soothing and relaxing benefits Ingredients
· 1 cup of unscented bubble bath
· 1/3 cup of unsweetened soy milk · 3 oz. of dark chocolate (baking chocolate is preferred) Steps
1. Heat the soy milk.
2. Chop the chocolate into small pieces. Smaller is better. Add this to the heated soy milk. Stir well until the chocolate is completely melted. Do not let it boil! 3. Allow the mixture to cool down. 4. Draw your bath water. Add the cup of unscented bubble bath directly to the bath. 5. Pour the chocolate mixture into the bath under the running water. 6. Blend the chocolate solution and bath water together. Circle your hand around in the bath to mix the water and chocolate mix together. 7. Get ready to get in. Sit back, relax and enjoy! Warnings
· Naturally, do not use this recipe if you are allergic to chocolate or soy.
· Keep alert during a bath. Never doze off. · Resist the urge to drink your bath. The water is dirty and unfit for consumption. · The use of sugar or sweetened chocolate can lead to infections in women’s genital areas. Consult with your doctor. Be Careful not to burn yourself on the stove
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i like jake! its always good to b a high skool student....cos u can watch all those disney movies n series without feeling guilty...haha..i was this huge disney's fan not so long time ago. never missed Lizze McGuire, Phil of the Future, That's so raven, Hanna Montana, Suite Life of Zack & Cody (those boys are adorable!), Even Steven (yes, Louise, the now Transformers man!), anything, just name it...uh..not to forget, HSM...wasnt a fan of Zac, still isnt a fan..i only fancy older guys..yer,rite.haha]
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