GirL fr0m the Ocean~

conversation with gayfren (wut a gayfren says during the cloudy days):

1. how r u holding up?

2.(comforting u) dun worry, things will be fine. (smile). im sure u’ll be fine (smile)

3.y did it happen? tell me.

4.advices.. n comments..ended with ‘i tink its too early…sorry..’

5.dun cry k..just try not to.

p/s: and thats y every girl need a gayfren.

my horoscope of the day says:

kme is right.she can actually sing..hehe..

Katherine Mcphee (most beautiful idol) –Over it

I’m over your lies,
and I’m over your games.
I’m over you asking me,
when you know I’m not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you’ve been telling me,
I know you’re not alone.
oh..

That’s why
(your eyes)
I’m over it
(your smile)
I’m over it
(realize)
I’m over it
I’m over it
I’m over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain’t no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I’m so over..
Moving on, it’s my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I’m so over.
I’m so over it..

I’m over your hands,
and I’m over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That’s why,
(your words)
I’m over it
(so sure)
I’m over it
(I’m not your girl)
I’m over it
I’m over it
I’m over…

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain’t no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I’m so over..
Moving on, it’s my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I’m so over.
I’m so over it..

Don’t call,
don’t come by,
ain’t no use,
don’t ask me why,
you’ll never change,
there’ll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain’t no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I’m so over..
Moving on, it’s my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I’m so over.
I’m so over it..

I’m so over it….
I’m over it….

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain’t no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I’m so over..
Moving on, it’s my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I’m so over.
I’m so over it..

[im so over it.. =]

oh, i failed again..i let the lil things get to me…..y cant i avoid such silly tots?? haih……..but but but ive complaint less lately…happy abt that…u know, just taking everything cool…positive tinking…. (yes, gayfren, im being positive..heh)

hmm..of cos sometimes we cant help but get off track..as long as we manage to get back on, i dont tink its a big deal…after all, human beings do make mistake…so, ur soo normal..

p/s:u bring out a different side of me. thank u!

y oh y…its happening… *sigh*

its like heading to a dead end… cos u never know where it mite brings u…n its hard to make it stop..

*silently pray, im thankful enuff for having this wonderful life..meeting so many wonderful people…and i hope it all ends with a wonderful ending..*

its 2.55 am..stopped doing lab report..hours ago actly..haha..

random tot: i luv u gay fren! u rock for keeping me sane n keep the laughters going! oh, im so ‘in love’..

  look at that girl behind them looking at orlando dreamily!! gotcha drooling…but cant blame ya…orlando looks super cute in this..look at those gazes..and the new hair makes him look more like a man..

i wrote a letter yesterday. waited for a reply. i got nuthing. and i wonder y.

did i say anything wrong. did the person get the letter. did the person read it. i keep wondering.

i did that to keep this friendship going. i did that to stop us from tearing apart. i did that to bring us closer at hearts.

if. if. if thats wrong, then i dont want to be right.

lil_star

01.) Whats worse - A one night stand
or a bad relationship?
1 nite stand, u idiot!

02.) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
depends on ur memory status. haha

03.) Can men and women be just
friends?
yes..if he’s gay.haha.

04.) Dating co-workers…
haha.dunno.but y not.

05.) All expenses paid vacation to
where?
space with dr.sheikh! hahahaha.

06.) On the way to the electric chair -
whats your last meal?
milkshake..and sleeping pills…haha

07.) Favorite slide at the water park?
huh? one thats not too high..takot..

08.) When you are in love do you
notice other people?
of cos..still..im not blind.hahaha.*gasp*

09.) Is flirting cheating?
no. its called being friendly. *winks*

10.) Would you rather have 1 great
friend or 5 pals?
1 great friend.

11.) If someone called you an asshole
would you be offended?
he’s one too. so, i dont care.

12.) Are you ok with your significant
other being friends with other
guys/girls?
yep..

13.) Would you live with someone
without marrying them?
nope..but u knw wut, i used to fatasized living with Logan Bartholomew.. *oooopss….*

14.) Favorite sport?
currently, swimming and futsal.

15.) Is toilet paper hung over or
under?
wut happen to water? haha

16.) Do you squeeze toothpaste from
the middle or the end?
middle.haha.forgive me.

17.) Friends with benefits?
different people offer u different things.hahaa.

18.) Do you believe in angels?
yep.. i also like the song ‘angels brot me here’. haha

20.) Have you ever flirted with
someone you had no interest in?
lemme recall back….nope…at least..there was a slight interest la.

21.) Ever kissed a random person and
then walked away?
*shrug*

23.) Is it ever okay to ask out your
exs best friend?
well, well,depends..on wut, i dont know.haha

24.) If you could play any sport
professionally, what would it be?
tennis? haha. and squash? haha.. and golf? borrrring..haha

25.) Ever break up with someone and
regret it?
ive never been thru a break up.

26.) Are you a jealous person?
yeah. paris’ single ‘jealousy’ is my theme song.haha

27.) Would you ever have plastic
surgery?
hmm….i would love to be on Dr.Troy’s (of Nip/Tuck) table..but i know someone would stop me…haha

28.) Has Chuck Norris ever come to
your house?
who?

29.) Who has the sexiest accent?
orlando–brits. me—malay.hahaha

30.) Are you a beach, country or city
person?
sexy,notty, BEACHY me..

31.) Where do you spend most of your
money?
haih..mobile phone’s prepaid.. *silently pray, celcom, give me more bonus..* heh

32.) Are you currently working at a
job that you hate?
im a full time student who hates gossiping.sheesh..

33.) Have you and your friends ever
gotten a piercing at a piercing party?
whoa! this is the 1st time i know that theres such party.

34.) Would you ever attend a piercing
party if asked?
the last thing i wanna be at b4 prison. (exception if theres wentworth miller innit)

35.) Can you change a car tire?
never.

36.) Would you consider yourself
adventurous?
haha.me?haha.emotionally.perhaps.

37.) Can you shoot pool?
i shot bad*ss people. *winks*

38.) Would you sing karaoke in front
of co-workers/friends?
hahahaha..that’d sound hilarious. trust me. dont u dare make me do that!

40.) Ever skip school and spent the
day at the beach?
nope.my skool near estate. scary seh….lemme tell u a story..uh, maybe next time..heh

41.) At what age do men grow up?
never….hahaha.

42.) Do you like being single or are
you ready to settle down?
im ready to settle and get divorce and
get half of what my husband is
earning. (lets hope he’s filthy rich.haha)

43.) Would you describe yourself as
passionate or full of pride?
im passionate about food and sleep and movies.

44.) Have you ever sat and hoped for a
phone call?
do u mean..macam orang bodoh?? *grr*

its really hot today! and i wish i brot my super cute (chey) not-so-pink umbrella (the 1 i bot at watson) to class..but i know, it would make no different..

material’s (or wut they call MEB, i dont like it anyway) quiz today was quite difficult la. of cos the lec said its simple… everything is simple to the lec wut.. and i dun know who can answer it fully. but to those who did, congratz.. (the guy from 2 and a half man would say ‘its just a damn quiz!’, i know)

oh, n we got test mark for the so called MEB and biochem and im glad i did OK. i mean, not really that flying colors, but OK. which means above the average acording to my scale la…leaving thermo far behind

till here.