GirL fr0m the Ocean~

its disappointing..

when someone who u used to trust so bad now turns to be a stranger..

when u really need some1 n no one turns up (not bcos they dont want to but cos of several reasons they cant..)

when u tot u can trust some1, n it turns out what a jerk he/she is..

when u tot some1 is being honest with u n it turns out they just wanna make u feel better…

anyway, life has its own ups n downs..so i dot really care.. a roller-coaster?? yeah perhaps.

n guess wut, i just got my nails colored. so i just love seeing the bright color flashin’ as im typing this.. how gorgeous.haha

i probably have said this many times (million times to myself maybe),dat i adore orlando bloom. now just shut up to those who dont like it.

n bunny, i adore u too. mucho.

anybody who has watched the 2007 KCA will notice orlando bloom’s new hair. i mean, it isnt new but this time, clearly u can see it. hear his speech in his thick british accent is such a turn-on..no kidding.. the moment he mentioned, "thank you people for voting this movie", i was blown away.ok2, that mite be a lil too much but its true alrite. the ‘V’ sounds deep n soothing.

n uh, Taufik batisah n Hadi Mirza (im not really sure wther is ‘i’ or ‘y’, wutever) really caught my attention last two nites. im talking abt their voice, not look. though i cant deny that they both have quite a charming face.

anybody who has watched the 2007 KCA will notice orlando bloom’s new hair. i mean, it isnt new but this time, clearly u can see it. hear his speech in his thick british accent is such a turn-on..no kidding.. the moment he mentioned, "thank you people for voting this movie", i was blown away.ok2, that mite be a lil too much but its true alrite. the ‘V’ sounds deep n soothing.

n uh, Taufik batisah n Hadi Mirza (im not really sure wther is ‘i’ or ‘y’, wutever) really caught my attention last two nites. im talking abt their voice, not look. though i cant deny that they both have quite a charming face.

1. What is your middle name?
-i dunt have a middle name.

2. How big is your bed?
-too big when im alone

3. What are you listening to right now?
-the sound of me typing..and somebody speaking korean on TV

4. What are the last 4 digits in your
cellphone number?
-4869

5. What was the last thing you ate?
-chicken rice

6. Last person who txted you?
-Bunny

7. How is the weather right now?
-so-so.

8. Who was the last person you talked
to on the phone?
-bunny

9. The first thing you notice about
the opposite sex?
physically? they r…manly.haha

10. Favorite type of Food?
anything yg not too oily.

11. Do you want children? How many?
-wanna adopt.but they say the process take such a looong time.so, guess i’ll be making kids on my own. we’llsee. a triplet?

13. Ever get so drunk you don’t
remember the entire night?
-im not a sobber

14. Hair color?
- lets put it in general. black.

15. Eye color?
- i’d say originally brownish n it’ll remain the same forever.

16. Do you wear eye contacts?
-nope

17. Favorite holiday?
-anywhere with ppl i love..family, frens, etc

18. rainy?
- xpon.but i do love rain. it gives such a pure, calm feeling. sizling that is.

19. Have you ever cried over a toy?
-i dont remember. tp xpnah over a toy boy..haha

20. Last Movie you Watched?
-Pirates of the caribbean 3. love it.love capt. will turner.

29. What books are you reading?
-recently…emm…nuthing

30. Piercing?
-ears. it hurts la..love flashing big earings to my cuzz.

31. Favorite Movie?
- many many..LOTR, my best friend’s wedding, POTC. just name some.

32. Favorite football team?
- MU simply cos i like c.ronaldo. wutever cross ur mind rite now, its not true.haha

33. What were you doing before this?
- took a nap. tired la..spending hours at the beach. swim here n there. plus there’s a bunch of hunky shirtless dudes. makes any1 goes "oh-la-la"

35. Aim?
- right now…i just wanna be mrs.bloom. but tomorrow, i’ll be aiming for the..maybe…soul’s beauty..

38. Favorite Flower?
- i like lavender. i love its color.

40. Have you ever loved someone?
- of course. everyone has.

41. Who would you like to see right
now?
- honestly? bunny. or maybe..orlando in his pirate’s suits. complete with boots n sword.

42. Last time you cried?
- hmm..tgk orlando jd capt. dutch. i went ‘DAMN!!’

44. Do you like to travel by plane?
- yes. times is money, right Mr.Trump?

45. Right-handed or Left-handed?
- right. i tried to use left sumtimes. so, it wont feel left out.hehe

46. If you could go to any place right
now where would you go?
- em..anywhere he goes.

47. Are you missing someone?
- i am

49. Do you have a tattoo?
- after i watch Miami Ink, id love 2 have 1.if its not a sin la. i’d have some ‘kanji’ (japanese letters) on my left shoulder. cool seh..

50. Do you still watch cartoons on
Saturday mornings?
- tgk la jgk klo dh mmg xtau nk tgk pe…

51. Are you hiding something from
someone?
- yes. like everyone else.

52. Are you 18?
- i wish..

54. Did you get enough sleep last nyte?
- yeah..a msg from a friend woke me up.but it was fine. its good to feel needed u know..wut friends r for anyway…

55. First thing you thought about
this morning:
- wake a friend up. im talking abt the 1 whom his msg woke me up last nite.

56. What do you have handy at your
bedside?
- hp.

57. Grilled or fried?
- grilled!

59. When was the last time you saw your
best friend(s)?-byk bulan suda….

60. Are you afraid of the dark?
- sumtimes..dats y i need the dim lite.

62. one person you can’t live without?
- everyone i love n care (i know it says ONE but who counts anyway..)

63. First thing you will buy if given
50 thousand dollars?
-invest la..xnak bli pape..heh

64. Favorite song/s?
- anything inspiring, catchy, n makes me wanna do salsa.hahaha."ayyy"

65. What are you afraid of?
- afraid of not being prepared..for anything.

66. Are you a giver or a taker?
- both

67. What do people call you for short?
- darling? babe? hahaha. ask ppl la.

68. Whats your dad’s middle name?
- dun have any.

70. Stuck on a deserted island and
could bring 4 "things"?
-my whole family.
-bunny.
-satelite TV
-lappie with internet cnnection

71. Favorite T.V. commercial?
- all hugo boss n ralph lauren men’s perfume. hahaha. u know Y!

theres a lot of things in life that i found tough. but still, i consider myself as lucky enuf in certain stuff. just so damn lucky that u mite envy me if i spill it here..

so damn lucky that i cant help wake up smiling..

so damn lucky that i dont bother if sum little things get to me..

so damn lucky even if im stuck in a room with nuthing..

cos u know what, there’s always sumthing we should be thankful for in life……

n to me..thats it.