GirL fr0m the Ocean~

thanks to mr. dai.. for reminding me of how is it like to envy sum1 for having so much freedom..not like me who has been coop up.. but then again, I don’t envy you… at least not as much as u think i do..haha.. god, i swear i miss those nites we had together. (kids r not recommended to read further content. simply bcos there’s no further content. heh)

p/s: its not like wut u tink alright… just sumthing to spice things up a lil. cos life has been real boring..

mode: in love with jude law..who happens to be a great kisser n has perfect jaws..1st thing i’d say to him if i ever meet him is.."ur such a great kisser. my frens n i admire u soo much."

’nuff for now…

watched the holiday last nite. really liked it. fall in love with jude law cos he’s a damn good kisser n those cute expressions..just made us ’screamed with love’…

i wonder y theres just too much of Amanda n Graham part..wut abt iris n miles? but we never complained…. y? watched the movie n u’ll know y…

lil_star

it comes right from the heart,

sounds so deep n yet so fragile,

filled with pains n sorrows,

its a foe of every soul..

*************

Its not a ploy, nor a poignant act,

yet u can hear it every day n nite,

its not planned nor written,

coz like a sombre song,

u’ll never get to feel it as the emotion is too strong..

[lil_star]

15/4/07

4.34pm

miss ya dai. dammit. hot choco next time?

(miss bunny too)

ppl i miss the most:

Surprisingly, Dai is on the top of the list….true..

family..especially my lil bro..miss arguing with him over tv’s remote.

girls from skool.

girls from mtrix.

the 1st novel by marian keyes that ive read. like it soo much. its about 3 women with 3 different lives, but they r related in sum ways. its a very wonderful, light hearted novel which had me cried n luffed most of the times. Admire Jojo for being so ambitious n brave. n Anton, a man who every girl would love to be married to. hmmm, somehow anton seems so familiar to me..

reading it is like watching a tv drama n u just cant stop till the very last page. dis explains y i stayed up late for the past few days. even the man who sat beside me in the bus told me i looked so lost into the book that he was afraid to say hi. (yea, dats the other side of the story.)

a good book, a good day. life is always fair. now, smile.

was wandering inside the mall alone for almost 4 hours after manged to buy myself the bus ticket. the 1st thing i do is of course to watch movie. got the ticket at half price (dat was the only time, i guess, i was being thankful for being a student..). bot myself a corn-in-cup n a large size of Coke n went straigt in. it was already dark but i did find my seat. right in the middle, far behind (just how i always like it.) was in between these two couple (who cares as long as the location is perfect. u’d understand if ur a movie fan -LIKE ME-). it was a horror movie (as categorized), and i tot i was suppose to jump off my seat, scream or gasp, but too bad, i didnt do any of it which is quite enuf to xplain how bad it was. its always risky to watch horror movie, coz u never know wut to expect until the very last second of it, u know..but i had no choice.. nvrtheless, Natasha Hudson’s performance was great n im beginning to like her. NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY. haha

then i checked the bookstore for the latest ‘masterpiece’. HOT: have it aleady, CLEO: Single issue..nah, ive read too much of ‘how great it is to be single’ articles.n the inner me was screaming ,I KNOW!

wandering around like a spoilt brat was great anyway. u had people looking at u, admiring u in sum sort of ways. haha. (damn. i know2..maybe it was just me. but who cares..loL)

decided to have pizza for dinner. after the waiter left for the pizza i then realized how strange it felt when all u have is just u, the plates n cutleries. heh. was staring at where exactly cheezy used to sit (ALONE LIKE ME), N dreamingly flash back the old memories. on how hot he was looking, how bad i wanted to say hi and join him, u know, like friends do.. err..right..

lucky, lucky me, i got myself a new novel "the other side of the story" by Marian Keyes and i like it to the very last page sooo much. so, it kept me bz b4 the pizza arrived which didnt took long. (1 tip when all u have is urself in the public is get urself sumthing to read. ANYTHING. it’ll not just make u look smart but contained. haha.

>it wasnt that bad. if only u know how to njoy urself<

a lil space for myself. still on a journey of self discovery. 1 thing i know, it takes more than just love to survive.

sorry if its so hard to understand.

>>im His<<

its just 2 weeks b4 final. n i wonder if im well prepared. hopefully i am la.. feel lyke puching sumthing, u know, when ur feeling nervous.. dush2..hehe..so, stay away from me

hmmm…i wanna go home.(remind me of this one song by Michael Buble)

>slept well last nite.thank god…

>feelin’ happy for a fren of mine who finally found sum1 to take care of him (u know who u r :)  i told ya there’s always sum1 to love.. n theres always sum1 lovin’ ya.

>was talking to mum n sister. was good. only that my sis played april fool with me by telling me that mum n bro involved in a car accident. dammit la.

>find some times to be with Him. to feel close to Him will definitely give u the peacefulness dat no one can ever give.

lil_star