GirL fr0m the Ocean~

well hi stranger,,,i hadn’t heard from you in so long i thought maybe
you got offline,,,i’m glad you’re doing ok,,,so  what do you plan to do
while you’re out  of school for the summer ? summer job ? or be lazy
and just take it easy ? lol,,now you’re 18 so ALL  the fun time has to be
narrowed down,,lol,,of course some fun time is always great,,,oh don’t
be giving any guys MY SUGAR,,lol,,remember its mine,,so i’ll leave you
with that thought

(i’ve told him, it’s hot n sunny thru the whole year.. so, it’s summer all the time!)

bored..bored..damn bored.. i dun know wut exactly to write (or type..wutever) … oh yea, i’ve watched click five video clip for ‘catch ur wave’.. well, it’s a kewl video clip 4 a kewl song.. with fans (mostly girls of course) chasin’ over em.. then, they go crazee n all.. wut makes the video clip cool is when those guys jump off a plane.. sky diving.. n land on the stage n continue singin’… but wut attracts me more of course, the fact dat they suddenly look sooo cute in the clip.. (johnny depp is soo right that camera n all those equipments really do make people look different n much beautiful on screen).. i truly adore the voclist  n the guitarist.. thier hair style obviously help. thanks to the hair dresser, anyway..

p/s: marc anthony looks darn hawt in his music video "i need to know".. his every single move could drives any girl crazee..haha.. he WAS a hot guy anyway.. look wut JLo has done to him now..sob..sob.. cant blame her..maybe it’s a gud tip for those who have hot husbands as well.. haha.. (one thing forsure, he still wears marc jacobs. oh yea.. suits the devil who wears prada)

wut? orli? he’s naturally hot…… no doubt… heheh..

hurm….. okay maybe dat’s all.. thanks 4 readin’….

[lil-star]

it’s great to be home again…..really…i lost a few kgs..n that’s horrible enuff.. seriously, who wants to look as skinny as those sick ppl in holywood? i like hilary when she was in lizzie mcguire but now? gross! if u have watched cheaper by the dozen 2, u’ll know y… she got super cute bf, bestfren sister, supportive parents, but y losing soo much weights n suddenly turns out to be the walking skeleton?? inspired by paris n nichole? or maybe lindsay?? or natalie?? i dun know.. but i’m totally not happy with it as a fan..(lol)..sick..sick.. plus, being sexy doesn’t mean u have to walk around half naked..it’s not wut u wear but how u wear it..and it’s all about ATTITUDE..hell yeah!

smack down kid has a new gf..oh yeah.. he was like, "i have new gf" and i was like, "who?" n he went "ashley." n i went "who’s ashley?".. n he was like "my new gf".. urgh..u have to be patient wiv kids… "i know……but tell me more bout her" yep..he did.. i’m just hoping uncle wutshisname (i think it’s Greg) is fine about it.. seriously, don’t ever let ur kids fall in love before they turn at least 12!

orli jr is also getting better in english.. huh.. (orli is bcoz my sis tinks he can acts..all kids can act i guess..) he will go "look at my tummy, i’m hungry!" we were like, "u just ate ur b’fast" "i’m hungry again!" "my teacher said i must eat to be strong n healthy!" he’d added..pheww…

smack down kid once asked me, "y u r always being nice to ****(orli jr)? i know he’s cute but he’s annoying!" here come the best nanny advice..haha.."well, is it wrong to be nice to others? plus he’s half ur age, he’s still a lil kid. when he grw up, he’ll be a nice, sweet boy just like u" (pergh..) "i hope the girls will like him as much as they like u too" (okay..i didn’t say the last sentence..lol.nope when he keeps saying bout this ‘true love n first kiss’..n came back from the 1st day at school saying "dad, i’m in love".. too much tv..)

finally, it’s me all by myself…..wuhuu….hope to see those kids again..b4 smack-down-kid n jasmine, the explorer move to letsjustsay  the other side of the world..(no..not the space of course..lol)

Well, life goes on…we r all riding our own roller coaster.. we may feel needy from time to time but don’t consider it as our weakness!

p/s: i saw this hawt nigerian model..seriously..he’s black but he’s hawt..

[when i gt nervous..my grammar goes all wrong..and i feel like a total idiot after that..silly2 me..hurmm.. maybe i should just take it easy..no biggie]

[lil_star]

[every steps i take, i wish it'll bring me closer to Him..]

[i love reading this poem..just going thru it makes me think a lot about my life...n people around me...people who come n go..people who hate n like..

From teenpeople.com:

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From postchronicle.com:

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i remember went shopping with my lil bro in k**c. me, my sis, my lil bro n the smack down kid. gosh, can u believe i have (well, we have actually as my sister was there too) to baby-sit (is there such word?) those two hyper active lil boys at the mall?? this is going to be a nitemare i thought…

that was the 1st time for my lil bro to hang out with his sisters without my parents.. (vice versa).. i dun know wut do u think of an 18 years old girl who still goes shopping with her parents but to it’s okay… well, 1st we r stable financially..maybe not dat stable emotionally (when there r things dat u-know-wut)..but who cares rite? as long as it brings a family together, anything would be just fine..

back to the ’shopping’ activity, first i made it clear to the boys the rules they have to obey.

1.NO toys! (unless i have a few unlimited credit cards n there’s sum1 pay it for me..lol)

2.Walk with us, walk straight, no turning unless we do so..never ever stay more than 2 feets away from us!

3.if u wanna chack sumthing out, inform us 1st. dun go running into the shop n start looking around n came back with something in hands n politely say, "i want this…please.." uh, so sweeeet but NO!

4. NO fudge as no dirty shirts!

5. No shouting n yelling!

6. Behave like a good boy. (u know girls like good boys..err..i know lil girls do..)

BUT we can only plan rite?? it turned out differently coz first, we spent hours observing, studying every single particles of the Gundam n Hotwheels.. which gave me headache.. the boys were like,

"Look this is cool", "oh here this one!", "man, i want this", and……..

"No u sucker, dat’s not cool, check this out!", there came the smack down kid..

"watch ur language young man.." me being the world saver..phew..(lol)

after spending hours on toys (buying nuthing of course..who’d pay 100 plus for a friggin robot? not me, dat’s one thing forsure.)

there was this skateboard for kids which my lil bro wanted so badly but i had to lie. "the pilot won’t let us bring this into the flight," there u go.. he didn’t buy it of course but well, i was incharge so who cares..(mean..mean babysitter..lol)

then, went to my fave bookstore..wuhuu..went a lil out of control chacking the latest international bestsellings, latest novels, magazines..uh.. the boys looked sooo boring..haha.. i dun remember how many times smack down kid told me "this is soooo boring!" as i said behave urself.. (we did bought them books anyway)

after the whole tiring hours we finally took the LRT too meet smack down kid’s mom at Ni**o Hotel (where we met this cute waiter).. she left us for lunch as she had to deal with a client.. that was the climax of the day i think (as every1 was starving)..we all ate wutever things we want..from ice creams to sushi to cheese cake n lot more.. the head of the waiters even approached the two boys asking if they need some more ice creams..or sushi.. coz it seemed like they have been reagular visitor at shushi n ice cream’s counter..(uhuh..)

as we got into the car, smack down kid’s mom asked, "how was it?"

no answer..Silent..silent.. everybody had fall asleep..tired….huhu

[lil_star]

it’s only a week before final..i’m not sure if i’m ready for it..but hopefully, i am… there r so many things i wanna do in life, n it’ll be a miracle if i get the chance to experiance them all.. just last nite, i missed my lil bro soo much.. sumtimes, i just don’t realize how much he has grown up coz to me, he’s still the baby in our family.. being the yougest of course he’s close to everyone of us.. he share almost everything to me n my other sisters.. i remember the first time he told us about his first crush..we try not laugh (we did anyway. =p) and gave him the best support we could give.. listening to all his stories about school remind me of how great it is to be a kid.. whenever i see him sleep at nite, i’ll make sure he feels safe n secure.. i’d kiss his chubby cheecks a few times, n pull up the blanky for him (now, i sounds like a mom..lol)..sumtimes, he’d remind me that he’s a big guy now..yeah, rite.. spending five years in boarding school never tore us apart..in fact we bacome really close.. we share fave tv shows, except those cartoons including naruto, martin mystery, kids next door, n sum more..which i cant even stand to hear the theme songs..let alone the flying fire ball n wutsoever things that suddenly appear on screen..lol..

we both like sushi, ice blended n milkshake! we both watch even stevens n phil of the future..n  we r  huge fans of fear factor.."eat anything that makes money" yeah..lol

finaly, i love u lil bro! [hope u'll read this one day when u have ur own friendster account..huhu]

[lil_star06]

e look at his eyes……..wuuuuuuu….. no wonder gals all over the world are after him…

btw, here’s the list of the sexiest guys..(voted by viewers of a website..not me)

1.Johnny depp [i like his..err.. glasses..hehe]

2.Heath Ledger [he's classic]

3.Matthew Mccoughney [he's no1 in people mag]

4.Brad Pitt [showing off his new hair color..clean shaved smug..no wonder

5.Orlando Bloom....[no. 5 is fine....]

[lil_star06]