i really really hate having a total slob around me!!!!!! damn..i’m getting sick dealing wiv such person..can some1 plz take ‘hs/hr’ away??? befor anything worse happen..
Archive for October, 2005it’s about 5 days before final..but here i am..typing for my blog.hehe.. well..juz remember a few things i wanna add here.. actually, i’m checking hilary duff and her bf, joel pics…aww..they look soo cute together..despite thier diff. personalities..ages..but who cares rite..i really think that joel is the perfect man for her.. I remember something, bout me and my daddy..i mean i’m not really the daddy’s gal..but we did share same interests.. like i used to like watchin’ wwe..(??!!).. used ok..and we would stay up together watchin’ and making noise in front ofthe tv…i read in RD, may issue if i’m not mistaken, a gal wrotes on how she gets close wiv her daddy..they both love football.. so, juz like us.. but now, since i’m a bit older (?..heh) i’m not really into wrestling though i still admire john cena.. yea…hate to admit it..heh..but still..my lil bro would call me if he’s on screen..he’s cute lar.. hurm..one more thing my dad n i both love watchin’ Alias..he’d ask me if he missed the episode, but mostly we’d watch together.. i did remember when my grandma was getting married for her 3rd time (yeah, 3rd..), meeting my new gramp and everything.. we were on the way back home when i asked daddy, "dun u think our new gramp looks familiar?" "Yeah..i was thinking the same" he’d answer.. "It’s Arvin Sloane from Alias!!" i added.. "Yea!" he nodded in agreement.. "Alvin who??" my mom then asked.. "nah, u dun know him" dad asnwered n we both smiled.. (my new gramp really looks like arvin, that’s one thing forsure!) i also remember when we were both watching The Apprentice final.. kelly vs. uh that blonde lady..(i dun rermember her name..sori)..we were on kelly’s side of course..daddy then started giving me advice like "u see, how he handle the question? that kind of question could kill u unless u answer it in a smart way..juz like kelly did.bla..bla.." we stayed up late and yes kelly won! So, Tv doesn’t really brings u the bad effect.. if we look on the possitive side, it does give us benefits..as long as u know how to control it..so, to all tv fans out there, dun ever fel guilty watchin’ tv..lol.at least, it brings me my daddy together….. on my mom’s side, we both love watchin’ telenovela… we were crazy bout those rosalinda things..we’d surf the internet searching for the synopsis, the cast n everything..n we both agree that fernando jose is damn cute! huhu. (^_^) laterzz.. just did my muet speaking test this morning..dammit..i never thought it would turn out to be sooo boring waiting for my turn…if i knew it’d happen, i’d have bring along my GIRLFRIEND mag…..yeah, at least i got something to do or read..other than staring at the floor, and then, other candidates, and then the floor back again…and then..urghh.. that wus sucks i tell ya…i mean to be the last group being examined! urm..later then, i saw blanky..yeah back to his old style… i mean how fast he could change himself uh..hehe.. but still, nani is huge fan of his..rite nani?? (if u’re reading..*wink* (^_+) i better hurry..it’s time to break fast… later…. Pople say that sometimes we have to hide the truth, so, we won’t hurt anyone…But deep in us, it causes so much pain.. Hipocrit? Pretender? Whatever they say..Some others say, we can lie but it depends on the situation. So, in wut situation we can lie? -Is it when u kill ur neighrbour’s pet accidently? or -u tink u have a big crush on ur bestfren’s gf/bf? or -u tink wut ur mate wears that day was horrible bur u sed ‘that’s kewl’ when she/he ask ur opinion about it? or maybe -u u don’t tink he/she is not ur bestfren at all? Things can get very weird sometimes. They can also be unexplainable.. Honestly, most of us can’t really find the answer, so we juz let it go..Or maybe nobody even try.. When i look back on those days passing by, i feel so strong n i wonder how i faced all that by myself (n of course wiv supports from frens n family).. i wonder wut would happen if i didn’t do this, if i didn’t do that..huh..This is wut life is right? Sometimes, i wish i could change some parts of my life, but if i did, it would have no meaning at all. so, it’s okay to face some problems.. They’ll juz make u a better person. Feel brand new! Sometimes too, i feel sick sitting here. Fellin like wanna get out of this cocoon n njoy the life out there but i realize there r so many memories to leave if i do. People might say they know u very well..but actually they dun. Well, maybe 40% and less..Other than that, only u know who u really really r.. Some people think they r the big boss. They can do or say whatever they want wivout even care about people around them. Don’t they learn that we can’t always get everything that we want?..Lost in their dark forest..Isn’t it funny? well, the term ’stupid’ is much more suitable..However, they complete the circle of life.. there r always the dark and the bright side..even in Lord Of The Ring (heh).. So, let them be…n u, mind ur own business.. "Put ur damaged beauty in a silent place, There’s a new life just waiting, get back in the race, Shoot out u’re ready, cast into the pool, This time remember, don’t land a fool. Look into ur heart, make a brand new start!" <lil_star, 2004 n 2005> love orli? visit www.theorlandobloomfiles.com huhu (^_^) hurm..actually, i dun knoe exactly what to say..um..i’m checking orli’s website now.. he’s getting cute..some ppl say he’s famous because of his handsome cute face..well..maybe it’s a bit true but we can deny of his talent in acting rite..if not y such big names like peter jackson n ridley scott would hire him starring in thier movies? Mr Crowe, the director of Elizabethtown even said that he has the qualities that most of the guys at his age dun have…he has been thru a lot of pain and it shows in his face..i dun know if Mr Crowe has this kind of psycic power or whatever..coz i actually see nuthin..he’s a gud pretender in hinding feelings to me.. umm. i’ll write more about him later… i juz love this guy…dammit for that..haha.. feelig a lil boring here.. wonder wut to do for this comin’ weekend other than study..i juz can’t spend hours and hours stuck with all the notes and books.. hello?! maybe it’s juz me..or wutever.. Mom started to talk bot bf and stuff which made me laughed so hard… yeah.. maybe coz some of her fren’s daughter hve started dating..haha.. look ma, i’m a tough girl..i dun need someone to keep me ok, lah… plus, my bf must be orlando..hahaha..even for a one nite date, then, i’ll go dating someone else..huhu.. nah, some girls seem so eager to have a bf.. i know..it happens around me, here n there, everywhere.. wutever it is, juz dun make u look so desperate ok.. well..at least it’s ok to be one of the desperate houewives, they r famous..(uh the gardener is sooo cute!!) one thing gals, men like it the moment u get into the pool..hell yeah..(ops too much informations).. (base on experiance la..haha) it seems like the anger had conquer my feelings lately..haha..let’s just put it this way, i hate people making decision for me! and i can’t stand having people bitching about others around me..it’s not that i’m a super nice gal here, ok..u wanna talk about the latest goss, it’s fine..but talking bout it 24/7?? r u kidding me? let’s talk bout sumthing else like movies, shoppings, or maybe orlando… uh, i’ve typed too much………….delete…save…delete…save..delete…save… SAVE!!! Gotta find your inner strength You’re beautiful inside and out Listen girl, gotta know it’s true I’m hardly say i love u, but deep in my heart i always do.. we may not as close as they think we r, but still, to me, u r my other star.. [Dedic8 to my twin sister] Never say you love me if you dont really care, Never look into my eyes if you are telling me a lie, i’m not sure if i still like him.. i’m not sure if he’s the only one i want.. i dunno if i really care bout him.. i’d say he’s cute but that doesn’t mean he’s good.. he’d say he’ll be there for me when the chips r down, but who knows if he also sed that to every gal in town? i juz dunno.. (haha.ntah pape..) p/s: baru balik walk-in lecture bio, topik nervous system..a bit sleepy..a lil under pressure…um… love u, whoever read this… |
and plz, i hate having a total slob around me too..dammit…
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