GirL fr0m the Ocean~

I keep ‘em in my heart,

Even deep inside I sometimes cried.

Even when things get rough,

Even if i stumbled thru the trash.

I’d never let them know,

deep inside I keep ‘em at low.

I’m trying to keep in my faith,

with fake smiles when fall in disgrace.

I disguised my feelings, so no one would feel,

the pain inside that sometimes kill.

I’m fed up having them foisted on me,

Step by step they destroy things slowly.

No, this is no gripping story,

but not a grief either.

It’s juz a piece of heart i wanna share,

with those people who always care.

I pray to God, to give me strength,

To fight this over forever end…

<lil_star>

28th August 2005

1.25am

it’s a new day..

for a new person.. wishing it’ll be better than the other days… it’s not too late to start all over again, with a new beginning, and a new spirit….

i missed the old days..the old me…everything..wish i could have turn back the clock, so i’ll never let it happend to me..

sumtimes, i wonder y i’ve been acting so stupid.. letting it gets to me…forgot all those princips i used to stick to….but things happened, n we learn from ‘em…to get better in the future…

no matter wut it is, i’m still who i am..the real me..and i’ll never change..but if i have to, trust me it’s for sum good reasons…

if u’re my friends, stay wiv me, and i’ll never leave u… friends stay forever and ever….

~lil_star~

One Day

When I first met you, you drove me insane.
I know it’s not fair, for me to complain.
But I know you dont love me, so why do I try?
Whenever I see you, I just want to cry.

I love you so much, sometimes it hurts.
When around other girls, you continue to flirt.
I don’t really blame you, Why should you love me?
When there are lots more, better fish in the sea.

I just wrote this poem, from me to you,
Hoping that one day, just maybe, you’ll love me, the way I love you.

[to the one who i used to have a big crush on]