GirL fr0m the Ocean~

Tu me manques tellement.
Merci de m’avoir fait une place dans ta vie.

p.s. i mean it.

Hareez (Orli Jr.) was quietly drawing this. isnt he a sweet little guy?

[one of my fave]

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Ayer los dos soñábamos con un mundo perfecto
Ayer a nuestros labios les sobraban las palabras
Porque en los ojos nos espiábamos el alma
Y la verdad no vacilaba en tu mirada

Ayer nos prometimos conquistar el mundo entero
Ayer tú me juraste que este amor sería eterno
Por que una vez equivocarse es suficiente
Para aprender lo que es amar sinceramente

[Chorus:]
Qué Hiciste? Hoy destruiste con tu orgullo la esperanza
Hoy empañaste con tu furia mi mirada
Borraste toda nuestra historia con tu rabia
Y confundiste tanto amor que te entregaba
Como permiso para así romperme el alma

Qué Hiciste? Nos obligaste a destruir las madrugadas
Y nuestras noches las borraron tus palabras
Mis ilusiones SE acabaron con tus falsas
Se te olvidó que era el amor lo que importaba
Y con tus manos derrumbaste nuestra casa

Mañana que amanezca un día nuevo en mi universo
Mañana no veré tu nombre escrito entre mis versos
No escucharé palabras de arrepentimiento
Ignoraré sin pena tu remordimiento

Mañana olvidaré que ayer yo fui tu fiel amante
Mañana ni siquiera habrá razones para odiarte
Yo borraré todos tus sueños de mis sueños
Que el viento arrastre para siempre tus recuerdos

[Chorus:]

Qué Hiciste? Nos obligaste a destruir las madrugadas
Y nuestras noches las borraron tus palabras
Mis ilusiones SE acabaron con tus falsas
Se te olvidó que era el amor lo que importaba
Y con tus manos derrumbaste nuestra casa

Y confundiste tanto amor que te entregaba
Como permiso para así romperme el alma

[Chorus:]
Qué Hiciste? Nos obligaste a destruir las madrugadas
Y nuestras noches las BORRARON tus palabras
Mis ilusiones SE acabaron con tus FAlSAS
Se te olvidó que era el amor lo que importaba
Y con tus manos derrumbaste nuestra casa

now, the translated lyrics:
Yesterday we both dreamed with a perfect world,
Yesterday the words exceeded our lips,
Because in our eyes we glanced each other’s soul
And the truth did not hesitate in your look.

Yesterday we promised each other to conquer the entire world,
Yesterday you swore to me this love would last forever,
Because to be mistaken once is enough,
To learn what is to love sincerely.

Chorus:

What have you done? Today you’ve destroyed hope with your pride,
Today you dimmed with your fury my glance,
You’ve erased all our story with your rage,
And you’ve mistaken so much love that I gave to you,
With a permission to break my soul like this.

What have you done? You forced us to destroy the dawns,
And your words erased our nights,
My illusions ended with your farces,
You forgot that love was what mattered,
And with your hands you’ve teared down our house.

Tomorrow shall a new day dawn in my universe,
Tomorrow I will not see your name written between my verses,
I will not listen to words of regret,
I will painless ignore your remorse.

Tomorrow I’ll forget that yesterday I was your faithful loving one,
Tomorrow there won’t be even reasons for me to hate you,
I will erase all your dreams of my dreams,
Shall the wind drag the memories of you forever.

(Repeat Chorus)

i was watching Oprah with my sister the other day. decided to share this:

By Amy Grant

Vince and I were driving in the car a couple of years ago, and I was spilling my guts out to him about a topic I can’t remember now. He was quiet—listening, I hoped.
Eventually he made a comment or two that made me feel as though he fully understood me, maybe even more than I understood myself.

In the quiet that followed, I studied his profile. I was filled with gratitude and relief that here in my forties I was experiencing what I had dreamed of and longed for since I was a young woman. I tried to find the words to communicate my wonder in being fully understood by a man.

Finally he said with a smile, “Amy, I don’t want to take credit where it isn’t due. I love you, but I can’t say I always understand you. What I can say is that I welcome you. I welcome you, and whatever you bring to the table is enough.”

I thought, Better still.

p.s.oh yea i shed a tear or two. it’s a miracle to hear such honesty came out of a man’s mouth! seriously. we have too many sweet talkers already.

Make us:

1.feel accepted

2.feel understood

3.feel respected

4.feel heard

voila, u got us!

I bot this dress a few weeks ago at a very reasonable price. now wondering when im gonna put this on.

Can people die from complicatedness????

1st of all, happy birthday mum. i wish dad could b more romantic in celebrating ur bday. every women deserves to b treated as a princess once in a while. one thing i dont favor abt marriage, as it grows older, the ‘romanticness’ lessen (maybe not to all couples, but ive seen a lot.) i watched on oprah the other day, its a serious issue already, mind u. so, one of my dreams would b sending my parents away for another honeymoon, or mayb set up a surrender date for them. hhmm.let me think…..

now comes the blabbering part:

i play this game my own way. building up shield the way i know. but afraid to watch it crumbles in front of me.so, i close my eyes.so i wont see it n feel guilty. its been raining heavily today. gloomy day as i say.

never thot swimming in the rain could b so much fun! everyone should try it. get lost.have fun. savor the drops.

xoxo

have u ever felt so right doing a wrong thing? its like a curse, an addiction dat is so very darn hard to avoid. dammit, i know. been there. yeah, u can say that we have options…too bad, im not good at making decision?

everything seems so perfect~ gosh, how can u resist perfection?

addiction= when one has lost control over rational action. tell me wuts ur definition.